24 hours

Well it has been more really but it has been 24 hours since i made the decision to throw what smokes i had left in the bin. It is time for me to start to cherish the body i live in rather than abusing the crap out of it all the time. Up until now i have abused my body, my spirit and my soul. And do you know what??? They all deserve better than what i was giving them.
I should have no reason anymore to get into such an emotional state that i will feel the need to abuse my body with toxic substances anymore. I have let go of my past and looking forward to the future with my new attitude.
I do have to admit that it is a little hard trying to change the way you think especailly since i have been doing it for nearly 44 years. But hey i am giving it a go, what is the worse thing that could happen. NOTHING..lol.
I bought myself something special on Saturday. It was a wall hanging that i presume you buy for someone else and it is telling them how special they are. WELL i bought it for myself so i can tell myself how special i am every day. It is kind of funny how i even found it. I went into the newsagent to buy the paper and just as i walked out the door something made me stop. I thought to myself there is something over there in that corner that i need to go look at. Sure enough this was the first thing i saw. It kind of freaked me out a little that a force could make me stop and go and look at something that i had not even seen.
Oh and just so i get this out there rather than keeping it to myself. I would like to have 10,000 dollars unexpected income in the next 30 days.

Thought of the day!!!!!!!!! Let go of the difficulties of your past, cultural codes and social beliefs. You are the only one who can create the life you deserve.