The platter and the universe

Ok this is going to sound crazy to most and i can just see you sitting there rolling your eyes and shaking your head..lol
Put this morning i put all my worries, all the guilt, all the anger and even put Warren on a platter. Held it above my head and surrended it all to the universe fro it to take care of them for me. I know the universe will give me back what i deserve. Which is a lot!!!!! Oh course this was all done in my imagination and i didnt actually put a platter above my head. Please dont ring the nut house.
Tomorrow i am going to Janelles for a few days and she has organised for a lady to come and read our cards. This should be very interesting as i have never had my cards read on a professional level.

Thought of the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Make a command to the Universe. Let the Universe know what you want. The Universe responds to your thoughts.

Negative thoughts

I want them to leave my head, they haunt me night and day. Its like i have to fight them all the bloody time. I guess looking at it in a positive prospective i do know that they are there now rather than just letting them have their way with me.
Havent got to much to say today. Been flat out working and havent had to much time to think about stuff to much.

Thought of the day!!!!!!!!!!! Gratitude is absolutely the way to bring more into your life.

HMMMMMMMM

I sit here and wonder if I can change the way i think. Surely i can but shit it would be a whole lot easier if i just kept on being the way i have been for the last 44 years.
I guess i felt a little down yesterday when the 2 things i put out to the universe did not happen. There is a part on the dvd that goes through this and if i do start doubting this will work then it wont work.
So i am aiming my thoughts at, well it just didnt happen yesterday and thats all.
I put my gratitude rock out in the full moon last night to cleanse it of any negativity. I have it sitting here next to me right now. So everytime i look at it or touch it i will think of something i am grateful for. Ok just picked it up and couldnt think of much to be grateful for right at that moment. Its funny how you can go from being so high to so low in a day or 2.
I guess deep down i am missing Warren, wondering if he will remember my birthday on Sunday because i will be totally gutted if i dont get a call or a message. I guess it comes down to the fact that this will be the first birthday in 7 years that he wont be there. I really am sitting here straining my brain looking for a positive from all this but i cant.
Ok i am going to finish this now because it is becoming a negative post and i said i wouldnt do that.

Thought of the day!!!!!!!!!!! The only thing you need to do is feel good now.

Scrapbooking My Future

Ok last night i realised that i am scrapbooking my future. I bought a folder and have been putting in pics, ideas, what i am grateful for etc. I have bought stickers and have been making the whole thing all very pretty. It is what i am calling my positive journal. There will not be one scrap of negative stuff in my book.
Ok i am going to ask the universe for 2 things again today but at this stage i am unsure what they will be. I will get back to you on it when i have picked them out.

Thought of the day!!!!!!!! Treat yourself with love and respect, and you will attract people who show you love and respect.